Hey there everyone. It’s the second day of 2017. We made it to a new year. 2016 was a difficult year for a lot of people. Several celebrities that meant a lot to their fans died and the United States survived a long, brutal election and settled on electing a troll for president. It was very disheartening, sad and frightening.
But for me 2016 was a pretty good year. I had some prayers get answered and the Lord made a way for me out of what seemed like no way. I got a new car and a new job. I even got a new computer as a Christmas gift. It was pretty remarkable. All of these blessings were unexpected and kind of came out of no where. I’m looking forward to seeing what God does in my life in 2017. I’m going to keep on praying and believing. Happy new year to all of you.
I have been very blessed recently. Over the last six months I’ve been blessed with a new car and a new job. I had been a little concerned over the last year or so because of my transportation needs. My last car was a 2005 with about 140,000 miles on it and it had received a few very expensive repairs recently. I knew that I would need a new car in the near future but I didn’t know how I could manage the payments while working as a server in a Mexican restaurant.
I received my first college degree in 1997. I received my second in 2003. I received a masters degree in 2012. Despite my academic accomplishments I have held a string of low wage dead end jobs. I struggled for years to get my foot in the door of a design or marketing career and failed. But last month I got a job in marketing which utilizes my graphic design and writing skills.
It would take me way too long to explain how these blessings came into my life. But I believe that God was in both situations and God’s timing put my in the right places at the right time in order to receive God’s favor. A string of circumstances came together in order to change my life for the better. There were times that I was afraid to make the step forward but I trusted in God and He provided for me.
As I have gotten older I have gained a great appreciation for time. It’s very hard to even grasp the concept of time while you are young because you haven’t seen enough of it pass. But as I live and I have more time behind me I see how God has had His hand on my life.
I am forty one years old and I will celebrate another birthday in February. I have never married or had children. I have a great deal of student loan debt and despite my recent career advancement I still don’t make a great deal of money. Statistically speaking my life is half over and my child bearing years may be over. But I have never been more excited about my future. I am very encouraged right now to read my Bible and be in prayer. I can’t wait to see what God is going to do next.
I feel guilty about feeling so surprised. I’m a Christian and Bible teaches that if we ask God for something he will give it to us as a blessing. We are supposed to believe in and trust the word of God but sometimes I wonder if we truly believe all of what we claim to believe.
No one reads this blog so I could probably confess to a murder and get away with it. But on the off chance that anyone ever reads this I will not share the details of a struggle that I have been having. I actually had a few different struggles that I have taken to God in prayer. You know what. My prayers were answered. It’s a pretty amazing thing to have your prayers answered by God almighty. Why does He listen to me? Why does He even care? I have many qualities that I’m pretty proud of but I still don’t think I’m anyone all that special. This really blows my mind.
My struggles have come from feeling really stuck in a rut lately and I didn’t see a way out. I saw and still don’t really see a way out of my situation. I was really despondent about a few things going on in my life. I talked to God about it in prayer and things changed. They are small things but they are very meaningful to me and give me a great deal of hope for the future and for my relationship with God.
I’m so glad that I know the Lord. And I’m so glad that I stepped out on faith and prayed about my situation. I’m so grateful that I knew to turn to the Lord. And I’m ashamed that I didn’t have enough faith to believe that I would be blessed and delivered the way I have been. God is really good.
Faith is the reality of what we hope for, the proof of what we don’t see.